It’s been a day…. That’s for sure. After thinking and thinking and probably thinking to much I decided that I DIDN’T need to go see my OB today and have the test done… I could easily take the test next week at my regular appointment. Well… they weren’t having that… in fact she said if I did NOT come in today she would NOT continue to see me. So after tears, stress, contractions & wonderful friends prayer we (hubby, Ozzie and I) headed off to the OB for the FFN test. Had the test, then heard the speech.
If the test comes back negative it’s a 99% chance that I WON’T go into labor within the next 2 weeks. If the test comes back positive there is a 15-20% chance that I will go into labor within the next 2 weeks. Here lies the problem…
If it’s positive my OB will admit me to the hospital for 24-48 hours for observation AND have 2 doses of steroids. IF I decline the steroids my OB will not continue to see me. At 30 weeks preggo with twins she will drop me like a hot coal… after 7 years of seeing her…. Delivering our boys… and now she just doesn’t care. *** I know she DOES care and it just doing what she feels is best, it just hurts to be somewhat bullied into doing something i'm not sure on, especially after knowing her for so long and feeling like we had a 'relationship'***
I know many of you have asked WHY I do not want to take the steroids and there are MANY reasons. I am NOT dead set on not taking them but I’m leaning that way. I am still researching, talking with our holistic chiropractor and praying about this. I’m putting together a post on steroids right now… I’ll post in a few.
PLEASE PRAY FOR A NEGATIVE FFN RESULT!!!!!